emotional breakdown.

So finally after some time spent without tears, finally I cried. Why does it hurts so bad? So bad that it ache inside. Sometimes I wonder. I wondered about lots of stuffs.
I know this one guy for quite some time, I didn't expect that he could accuse me for something I am not. I am not that. =(
When I think of it entirely, maybe because I am so happy with my life, even though I'm alone. Maybe cuz of that reason he accused me. Oh. I thought that he knew me. To me, I don't care if a person that I don't really know talk shit about me,cuz that person just don't know who I am.
But when a good friend did that, its different. Its like, how could you? I thought that....
Haih. Life goes on anyway. Ya. Don't give a fuck about what people said. (but I care what close friends said to me) How?

I gained some weight.
Oh, maybe I should arrange all my handbags according to their type.
Man, what am I talking about?