Sometimes I am this, Sometimes I am that.

sometimes I am happy. sometimes I am not. sometimes I want to be at home, sometimes I want to run far away. sometimes I want you here, sometimes I wish you are gone by now. sometimes I wish I am a computer that I can delete my memories and empty it in my recycle bin. sometimes I miss my ex badly that I even want him back, but there are times when I wish him all the best with his life and I will be honestly happy of what makes him happy. sometimes I want more, sometimes I am content. sometimes I miss you, sometimes I don't. sometimes I want to be alone, sometimes I am happy with a company. sometimes I miss my family, sometimes I do not. sometimes I want to cry, sometimes not even a tear can form behind my eyes. sometimes I remember, sometimes I forget. sometimes I wish you won't leave, sometimes I don't even want you to exist.

sometimes I love my cat, sometimes I hate it. sometimes my back ache like hell, sometimes it does not. sometimes you hurt me, sometimes you make me laugh. sometimes I can't sleep, the other time I just sleep without intention. sometimes I want to disappear from you, sometimes I know I need you.


yeah there's so many sometimes. there are so many memories too..
I guess I will let my fate lead me to where I should be. This is the road. I am certain that I am in the right path. I believe that if it is meant to be, it will be.

dah la. aku tak nak pikir ape ape lagi. not even a thing.

p;s- aku doakan kebahagiaan semua orang. even it might kill me. =)